It is about making the hard struggles of life. Moreover, we learn the way to deal with those. But the thing which matters the most is our goal and our method for making efforts for achieving our dreams. This all I think after having a smoke with Twisted Hemp Wrap and then I get the assurity in myself of that. One day the time will come where I will not have to be answerable for my actions. Secondly, my efforts will shine like glory and everyone will admire my achievements. Without the need of my declaring those. I count that a good time where I get relief from unwanted debates. No, I do not want someone to get away from me. I also do not want someone to believe my behavior is rude. But the thing I get tired after passing some of the time before screen. After writing so many words in a day. I do think before writing. That consumes some energy.
So, all these are symptoms of normalities:
My pleasures and some of my methods of observations. I admit it has become so rough. Now I have forgotten to laugh. But I do smile and yes I also become happy. But I do not like to give an unnatural posture to someone. Especially to the people who are closer to my life. The people who have made so many sacrifices for my life. I could not return them back in a similar pattern. Moreover, it is also not in my hands. I have put up so much of the courage. But could not manage to give them that happiness which their instinct demands from them. I had some other plans. I was thinking for the good but I committed some of the mistakes in making some of the choices. That was my fault. I was relying on someone’s else. Furthermore, it is not the right method to do.
How can I bring my good time back?
First of all I am still living in the good times. But if we talk about bringing betterments and making more discoveries. And making more achievements in life. Furthermore, the learning and implementing new lessons of life. Moreover it is hard but for fulfilling some of the requirements of life. We never do sometimes what we want to do the most. It happens because of the confusions and lack of decision making power. Accepting realities in your own way and giving them the shape of the scenario. Or something else is not the way to deal with the things in the righteous way. Deal with situations by getting truthful to yourself. Then you will make your achievements. The next stage of life the way you want to live. Will come before you but only the persistence is required. One thing I was admiring of myself early in the morning. When I was having a conversation with me in my mind. That there is nothing in the world which I can not achieve or learn. But only the one thing is required and that is my will power. Only that I have to make myself strong.
Question arises about the utilization of will power?
Here the point comes here about inner happiness. The time you spend with your family with dignity and you are able to provide them with complete attention. Without borrowing money from someone else to meet the expenses of your life. It is the one phase of your success. This means you are living the life of a free man. Furthermore, when a person lights up a cigarette with Twisted Hemp Wrap then everything seems bright. Seems like glory is sitting just beside you. Just you need to raise your hand to strengthen the relationship of friendship.
Make your will power strong. Only you need it. Before that you need to make choices about your doings. In which you feel happy from inside. Then you will be doing in a way that not much of the courage is required for achieving a good position in life.